"Aba anak! Naging meztisa ka! Isa pang bote!"
As alcohol runs through my veins, there's this one thing I just thought of.
"Hindi naman ako umiinom e, bakit may hawak akong beer?"
Honestly, I really loathe beer. I hate the smell and the taste.

T'was happened 3 nights ago. After I read the words that I shouldn't read, my mind froze for around 3-5 minutes. Then I heard videoke songs, then I joined my mom for a drink or two. But I didn't sing.
It's really weird, nakikipag inuman ako with my mom.
After 2 bottles my mind came back to its normal senses and realized that I really don't drink, so I stopped.

The next day, they fought. My mom and my dad.
They fought in front of me, I listened to my iPod so that I can't hear them shouting.
He became generous to me. A lot generous.

"Daddy, may 250 ka? punta ako MOA e."
He gave me 500.

"Shobe, nasaan ka?"
"Nandito ako sa Megamall, nanonood ng sine."
He didn't know that I was going to watch a movie.
"Ah ganun ba? O sige, pasundo ka na lang sa kuya mo, uwi na ako."
I arrived at around 10pm.
He didn't get mad.

I didn't know that my mom confessed all her anger that afternoon.

"Hindi mo lang alam na alam na ng mga anak mo ang pinag-gagagawa mo."
My dad was speechless and made lambing with my mom that night.

The next day.
"Shobe, punta kayo 168, bili kayo pantalon mo."
"Shobe, gusto mo ng white gold?"
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There are some things that made my week, the worse week so far.

• I had kuliti. (It was not sore eyes.)
• I was late at my every class this week.
• The story mentioned above.
• The fucking PPF(Project Proposal Form).
• Plates that I made lamay with.
• My finals in EPD which costs me 2500k and now, it's 3,000 pesos.

I nearly had my monthly breakdown.

I've been so stressed this week. Isinusumpa ko na ang pag-ccram. Wala kasi akong tulog for 2 consecutive nights. Well, meron naman pero konti lang. Ang dami nang ginagawa tapos nalalapit na yung finals namin so tinatambakan na kami ng plates, take note BASIC COURSE palang ito, WHAT MORE PA SA ADVANCED COURSE.

Hindi ko na maintindihan ngayon kung bakit nung mga high school palang tayo e feeling natin tayo na ang pinakastressed sa buong mundo. Sa college mo na lang marerealize na sana naging high school ka na lang forever. Less work, more fun. Wala ka pang makikitang eyebags na tinubuan ng pimples kapag nasa highschool ka. Yak!

'Di ba nung high school, akala mo e Chemistry/Physics/Geometry/Trigonometry na ang tatapos ng ating buhay? Na ang mga projects sa T.H.E. ang kumakain ng ating "fun time"? At yung mga practice sa sayaw ang nagpapastress sa atin? *Pero kung iisipin mo lang ngayon, mas okay nang magpractice ako ng magpractice, o kaya naman magsolve na lang ng mga Chemistry o kaya naman Physics.

Napaisip din ako, bakit hindi na lang nagcollege nung bata pa tayo at nag ABC at 123 na lang pagtanda? At least, tatatak talaga sa utak natin yung pinagaralan natin sa college.. =))

*Note: Hindi ko alam ang mga pinagsasasabi ko sa mga huling pangungusap.