Sige, Magsalita Ka.

Time For A Happy Post.

2009-07-15T01:40:00.001+08:00

I'm ready, more like excited, for my therapy tomorrow(or later). :D

Walang Titulo. Ayokong Mag-isip.

2009-07-13T01:54:00.003+08:00

Kadarating lang niya. Hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko. Tinignan ko lang siya ng may hinanakit sa dibdib ko. Bakit ba kasi?

Mahal ko siya. Mahal NAMIN siya. Pero bakit niya ako ginaganito? May nagawa ba akong masama? Meron ba akong ginawa na hindi niya gusto? Bakit niya kami pinahihirapan ng ganito? Masakit kasi sa loob.

Hindi ko naman siya makausap, kasi hindi siya yung tipong makakausap mo ng masinsinan. Ewan ko ba kung manhid siya o talagang wala siyang pakialam. Sabi niya mahal niya ako pero ano itong ginagawa niya sakin? SA AMIN?!

Ilang beses niyang sinabi sakin na lahat gagawin niya para sa amin. Hindi ko alam yung ibig sabihin pala niya ng LAHAT ay nakakasakit. Nakakadurog. Basag kung basag.

Gustuhin ko mang makawala. Hindi pwede. Alam kong hindi ko kaya.....

At ayaw ko rin naman siyang mawala. Kasi hindi ko rin kakayanin yun.

I'm Asking YOU.

2009-07-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

How can I survive all of these? PLEASE ANSWER ME. I'M SERIOUS.

Hano Pa Ba?

2009-06-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

Masyadong mahaba ang linggong ito para sakin. Miyerkules pa lang, parang sobrang dami na ang nangyari.

Una, as usual, nag cram na naman ako. Sinasabi ng utak ko na ayaw kong malate sa pagpasa ng mga plates ko pero sinasabi naman ng katawan ko na dapat akong umupo na lang at tamarin ng bonggang bongga.

Pangalawa, kahapon ang unang araw ni Kurt sa school. Yehey! Syempre kahit papano ang lumalabas din ang pagka-tita ko sa kanya at ako ang naeexcite dahil papasok na siya sa school. Tapos na ang maliligayang araw niya bilang isang bum. >:)

Pangatlo, ayos na laptop ko. Halo-halong emosyon ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Hindi ko ba alam kung matutuwa ako o maiinis. Natutuwa, dahil ayos na siya. Naiinis kasi Intsik ang lenggwahe. Instik kasi ang nag-ayos. hahahahaha!

Ayun lang.

Punyemas

2009-06-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Sira laptop ko. Paano ko makukuha LAHAT ng files ko? PUTA.

Kay Batman Na Lang Ako Aasa

2009-06-05T19:12:00.003+08:00

I smile because I'm sad.
I laugh because I wanted to cry.

Oha! English yan. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *laughs*

Isa Dalawa Tatlo... SMILE!

2009-05-25T01:46:00.003+08:00

Siguro, kung may pinakabano akong gawin, yun na siguro ang pagpapakuha ng ID picture.

Nung nakaraang linggo, nagpapicture ako para sa CAD classes ko, e kailangan nila ng 1x1 para sa ID namin(na hindi ko alam kung bakit hanggang ngayon e wala pa samantalang magtatapos na ang klase sa loob ng apat na linggo). Pumunta ako sa isang kodakan sa Waltermart Makati kasi yun yung pinakamalapit sa Microcadd. Madami silang combo sizes para sa ID picture mo. May walong 2x2 pics, o kaya walong 1x1 pics, merong halong 1x1 at 2x2. Basta marami.

Shempre, pinili ko yung halong 1x1 at 2x2 para sulit ang 60 pesos ko. E di nung nakapili na ako ng combo, may pina fill up saken yung babae tapos pinapasok na ako sa maliit na kwarto....dahil dun ako pipicturan. Iba siguro yung iniisip mo. Tapos may pumasok na lalake sa kwarto.....na siyang magpipicture saken. Ano ba yang iniisip mo? Haha! Joke lang. Mabilis ang mga pangyayari, pinaupo lang ako tapos pumindot siya ng dalawang beses. Pinapili sa dalawang shots na walang pinagkaiba maliban sa mas mababa lang ng kaunti yung isa. Voila! May picture na ako!

Sabi sayo bano ako magpapicture ng 1x1 e. Kulang na lang may nakasulat sa ibaba na, "Huwag tularan, holdaper ako!".

Kahit hiyang hiya ako sa picture kong yan e pinost ko pa rin. Para...para....para... wala. Gusto ko lang ipost. Buti sana kung pwede lang ang friendster pose para sa ID kaso mas nakakahiya naman yata yun. Hahaha!

Kawawang Bokbok

2009-05-09T22:55:00.004+08:00

Kanina pumunta ako sa fiesta sa barangay ng lola ko. Wala naman masyadong naganap, nakikain lang kami ng tanghalian kasi tinatamad kaming magluto. Meron din palang mga baklang sumayaw sa harap namin. Nakakatakot kasi yung dalawang baklita dun e kumain pa ng apoy sa harap ko. Siguro mga tatlong hakbang lang mula sa akin. Sana hindi rin sila magperform sa panaginip ko mamaya.

Yung kapitbahay naman nila, nagpalaro. Sasali sana ako kaso magmumukha akong tanga. Chaka napansin ko din naman, kung sino ang mga hosts ng palaro, e sila ring mga contestants sa mga laro nila. Malabo.

Pero may isang pumukaw sakin ng pansin. Tawagin na lamang natin siya sa palayaw na Mang.... Wala akong maisip na pangalan. Mang Sisiw na lang. (Naisip kong pangalanan siyang Mang Palaro kaso panget pakinggan yun e. Iba dating saken. Ewan ko lang sayo.) Nagpapalaro kasi siya. Piso kada taya. Hatak Hatak niya yung mini kariton niya. Meron siyang palabunutan, kung saan bubunot ka ng numero tapos kung anong premyo ang nakatapat sa number ko, yun ang premyo mo. Wala kaming napanalunan. Tapos meron ding color game, huhulaan mo lang yung kulay na lalabas tapos mananalo ka ng piso. Tapos ginagawa din niyang premyo ang mga Rodman Sisiw. Sila yung mga sisiw na may kulay ang balahibo. May green, red, blue, violet,orange at meron ding mixed. Matagal na akong nakakakita nun. Ngayon ko lang sila naisipang pag-usapan.

Kung iisipin mo, paano sila kinulayan? Nilubog sa kumukulong dye? Mano-manong pininturahan? Kaya siguro 10 days lang ang life span nila kasi dun sa kulay nila. May epekto yata. May ganun yung pamangkin ko dati, kaso hindi na tumagal ng 10 days. mga 10 minutes lang yata. Kasi nung binili niya yun, binulsa niya. Patay.

Pwede naman kasi silang ibenta ng walang kulay. Maganda naman sila kahit dilaw lang sila ah.

Salamat kay: canonshooter2005 ng flickr

Malapit na akong bumigay...

2009-05-02T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hindi ko na kaya pang makipagplastikan sa sarili ko.

Hulaan Mo.

2009-04-28T23:05:00.001+08:00

~~Wala akong natapos~~ :|

Paano Ako Matatapos Nito?

2009-04-27T15:35:00.002+08:00

Minsan naiisip ko, ay hindi pala, MADALAS naiisip ko kung bagay ba sakin itong ginagawa ko. Ito. Oo, ito. Ang pag-aaral na maging isang Interior Designer.

E kasi naman, wala akong pake sa oras, lagi akong cramming, madalas pang sabog ang mga gawa ko. Paano na kung nagtatrabaho na ako? Hindi naman pwedeng gani-ganito lang ako. Aba, e di napag-iwanan na ako ng panahon. Inaagiw sa isang tabi.

Heto pang iniisip ko. Paano ako magtatagumpay dito sa ginagawa ko e kung mismong kwarto ko e hindi ko maayos. Hindi ko magawan nang paraan kung anong magandang posisyon ng kama, drafting board, study desk at yung mga kalat ko. Hindi ko alam saan ko sila ilalagay. Kung ito nga hindi ko magawan ng paraan, paano pa kaya yung kwarto ng iba.

Type ako ng type dito e ang dami dami ko pang kailangang tapusin. Deadline na sa Wednesday. Haha!

Kitam?!

Walang Nangyari

2009-04-25T16:22:00.002+08:00

Espesyal sana ang araw na ito e. Kaso parang ordinaryong araw lang.

Hindi ko alam yun.

2009-04-25T01:04:00.002+08:00

Naranasan mo na ba yung pakiramdam na ang dami daming nilalaman ng utak mo. Gustong gusto mo silang isigaw ng sabay sabay.

Pero sa oras na binuka mo ang bibig mo, walang lumalabas kahit isang salita.

Bigla mo na lang namalayan, natatameme ka na.

Summer Sarap!

2009-04-17T18:36:00.003+08:00

Mainit ang panahon, tagaktak ang pawis, panay ang inom ng malamig na tubig. Oo, summer na nga.

Teka, teka, teka.. Sino ba nagsabing masarap ang summer? ANG INET INET. Pumapasok yung init ng panahon sa katawan at utak mo. Yung ibang walang ginagawa ngayon kundi lumangoy ng lumangoy sa kung saan-saang beach, malamang e masaya ang summer. Pero sa katulad kong estudyante pa din kahit sa panahong ito, uh-uh. Hindi masaya ang summer. Kalalabas mo pa lang ng bahay e pwede mo na kaagad pigain ang panyo mo dahil sa pawis. Tapos ang dami mo pang dala na lalo lang nagpapalala ng sitwasyon.

Tapos na ang reklamo sa panahon kasi wala naman na akong magagawa kundi bumili ng bagong payong at bagong sunglasses. B-)

Nag-umpisa na naman kasi ang panibagong termino ko sa eskwela. Panibagong leksyon na naman. Panibagong pasakit na naman. Pinapangako ko na nga sa sarili ko na kalilimutan ko na ang pagiging isang crammer at gawin ang mga dapat gawin sa maagang panahon. Kaya heto, inuumpisahan ko na ang mga dapat tapusin. Pero linsyak, kung ikaw ba naman e apat na buwan kang hindi nag-ddraft e kahit papano e malilimutan mo pa rin yung "iba" mong natutunan sa pagddraft. Kaya heto ako, back to basics. Hinalungkat ko nga ang mga previous plates na pinilit kong tinago para sa aking "references". Pero linsyak ulet, nagkahalo-halo na ang mga tinagurian kong "references" kaya natagalan ako.

Buti medyo madali pa ang plate ko ngayon. Kaya pang marefresh ng utak ko yung mga pinag-aralan ko. Kaya sinabay ko na din sa paghalungkat ko ng "references" ang paghalungkat sa apat na buwang nakatambak na drafting materials. Puro na sila alikabok. Buti nga nagpakita pa sila sa akin. Pero kailangan ko pa ring bumili ng bagong gamit kasi yung iba sa kanila e basag-basag na.

Kaya hello ulit drafting materials, nagkita na naman tayo.

Anunsyo!

2009-03-31T18:46:00.001+08:00

HINDI ako buntis.

Me Won, Me Won!

2009-03-30T15:05:00.004+08:00

Okay. So nanalo ako bilang may Best Username sa 2008 Teentalk Awards. Wala naman yata akong kalaban kasi sobrang bilis lang ng botohan. Nung una sabi, nominate muna, tapos biglang sinabi na yung mga nagnominate, yun na daw yung mismong boto. Hekhek! Pero ayun, nanalo pa din. Last year talo ako e. Huwag mag-alala dahil wala namang premyong pera diyan. Ang premyo lang e maipost ang username sa Candy Magazine. Hindi na ako bumibili niyan. Sayang lang pera ko. Mwahahaha!

Tinawagan pa nga ako ni Jeemo para lang sabihin ito. Akala ko kung anong ibabalita kasi tumawag pa siya sa cellphone ko. Akala ko sinong namatay na naman. Hahaha!

So ayun, maraming salamat sa mga bumoto. :)
Maraming salamat nga din pala kay Gelline(untamed77angel), siya yung nagpost ng picture sa forum, hinighlight ko lang yung username ko.

Kwentong Chalk.

2009-03-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

Unang baitang, unang araw ng klase. Eto ang masarap sa pag-aaral, 'yung umpisa! ........... Ang sarap yatang gumamit ng bagong notebook, pad paper, ballpen, lapis, pantasa, pambura, pencil case, paste, gunting, ruler, crayola, art papers, kokomban(coupon bond), envelope, cartolina, lunchbox, water jug, kapote, at bag... lalo na pag amoy pabrika pa!

-Bob Ong

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon, siguro ibabalik ko sa oras na nasa elementary pa lang ako. Namimiss ko na yung ganun. Tuwing June hanggang August e hindi mawawalan ng half-day o kaya naman class suspension kasi may malakas na bagyo. O kaya naman e buong maghapon ka sa school na nakatunganga at nakikinig lang sa teacher. O kaya naman manonood lang ng cartoons pag-uwi mo sa bahay. Yung simple pa lang yung pinag-aaralan niyo. Hindi masyadong komplikado.

Sarap ulit-ulitin.

Nobenta'y Dos

2009-03-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

Kinapalan ko na ang mukha ko.

Nilunok ko na ang pride ko.

Kahit alam kong wala akong karapatan e inangkin ko pa din.

Pakiramdam ko, wala akong naitulong.

Walang kaseryosohan sa buhay.

Pero hindi pa din sila masaya.

Nakapagsumbat pa sila.

Kung alam ko lang na ganun e di sana hindi ko na lang pinakita.

Sana binenta ko na lang. May kita pa ako.

May pakiramdam akong hindi ako papasok next term. Bahala na si Super Inggo.

Super Inggo!

2009-03-28T20:44:00.003+08:00

Heto ako't muling nagbabalik makalipas ng anim na buwan. Oha binilang ko pa. Sa isang iglap kasi tila nalimutan ko na itong blog kong ito at pansamantalang lumipat sa multiply.

Ano bang bago sa akin? Maliban sa tumanda na ako nung nakaraang October e, wala nang nagbago saken.

Natapos na naman ang first term namin sa school. Grabe halos mamulubi ako. Ang daming biniling requirements. At naubos din ang ipon sa hindi malamang kadahilanan.

At puyat ako ng dalawang gabi kasi tinapos ko pa yung limang plates ko at sa awa ng Diyos e natapos ko din kahit barubal na yung gawa ko sa dalawang plates.

Kanina ginanap ang finals namin kanina sa Furniture Style namin. Gumawa kami ng Talk Show set-up na kunwari e ipapalabas sa tv. At ayun nakasurvive naman kami.

At napagod ako sa byahe. Dahil yung dala naming sasakyan e yung Chedeng.

Dumating na rin ang Katapusan

2008-07-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

Kahit tatlong araw lang yung bakasyon ko, e parang isang linggo na rin yun kasi nung lunes lang ako pumasok tapos yung kasunod e bukas na.

Excited na ako pumasok bukas kasi color rendering class yun at mukhang masaya at sana talagang masaya siya.

Mahiya Ka Naman Maj

2008-06-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

Tamang-tama ako dito. Sapul na sapul e. Ka-apelyido ko pa yung nagsabi niyan. Sheeez! Nakita ko lang yan sa isang bookstore sa Monumento at ayun, tinamaan ang loka.

Gusto Ko ng Cake

2008-05-28T13:22:00.002+08:00

Kanina habang nanonood kami ng game 4 ng Lakers and Spurs, ang saya saya ko, parang naeexcite ako na hindi ko alam.

Pero bakit ngayon parang bigla akong bumagsak? Hindi ako makangiti na ewan.

Libre Ba Kamo?

2008-05-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

Ano nga bang salita ang pinaka-pinagbibigyang pansin ng mga tao?

Nasa Grand Central(Mall sa Monumento) kasi ako kanina, dun kasi ako nag-iikot habang hinihintay ko yung tatay ko. Bale, paikot ikot lang ako dun, hihinto kapag may nakitang magandang damit/sapatos/bag/at kung ano ano pa. Humihinto rin ako kapag may nakikita akong sale, hihinto sabay titingin.

Katulad lang kanina, may mga taong humihinto talaga sa escalator, nung una akala ko takot lang silang sumakay ng escalator, akala ko first time nila. Pababa na ako nun e, tapos nabangga ako sa isang ale, paano ba naman, bigla siyang huminto, inakala ko uli yung una kong akala. Pero mali ako.

HUMIHINGI SIYA NG FREE STUBS NG MCDO.

Oo, huminto pa talaga siya dun kasi kulang pa daw yata yung inabot sa kanya nung babaeng nagbibigay ng mga coupon stubs ng McDo. Dun kasi sa coupons na yun e pwede kang magkaroon ng FREE sundae cone, FREE upsize, FREE hash brown at kung anu-ano pang FREE basta ba e bumili ka sa kanila ng mga pagkaing tinitinda.

Pagkakuha niya ng stubs, tuwang tuwa sila (may kasama siya). Ewan ko ba kung bakit sila tuwang tuwa, sa sobrang galak nila, nalaglag ang ballpen nung ale sa escalator at hindi nila makuha sapagka't maiipit daw sila. Ako pa ang kumuha kasi ako yung nasa likod nila.

Kapag may nakikita ka nga namang salitang FREE, e talagang hihinto ka pa at aalamin kung ano yung free na yun. Sige na, hindi ka na kasama sa tinutukoy ko(kung in denial ka), pero karamihan sa mga Pilipino ngayon e napapansin ang salitang FREE o kaya naman LIBRE. Yung libreng LIBRE(pangalan ng dyaryo) sa LRT e pinagaagawan na, yung iba, anim-anim pa yung kopyang kinukuha, ewan ko kung anong gagawin nila dun.

Ayon sa dictionary.com, ang salitang FREE ay ibig sabihin.....

without charge.

ibig sabihin, walang bayad. Pero sa mga panahong ito, may kapalit yan.
"NO ENTRY" "NO LOADING/UNLOADING" "ENTRANCE" "EXIT" "BAWAL MAGTAPON DITO" "BAWAL UMIHI", 70% sa mga Pilipino, hindi pinapansin yan. May mga pumapasok sa mga bawal pumasok. May umiihi sa lugar na bawal. May lumalabas sa entrance at may pumapasok sa exit. Marami sa Trinoma niyan.

Pero kapag FREE na ang nabasa, todo inquire pa ang ilan sa atin, kung paano makukuha yung libreng bagay na yun. Mapa-baso man yan, o pinggan, kutchara, tinidor, kahit libreng chichirya, kinukuha na, oo may ganyan.

Pero may isa pang meaning ng FREE.
Ayon ulit kay pareng dictionary.com , ang isa pang meaning ng FREE ay....

enjoying personal rights or liberty

Hindi ba lahat naman tayo gusto maging malaya? Lahat tayo gustong gawin ang gusto natin, kunin lahat ng gusto natin.

Pero paano ba natin makukuha ang free na tinutukoy ko? Saan ba pwedeng mag-inquire, kailangan ba may kapalit pa rin yan?

Pasensya na kung mahaba ang entry ko, stress reliever lang.

"Ayokong Tumawa Mamaya."

2008-05-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

HINDI TALAGA AKO SANAY SA UMAGA. I'M NOT A MORNING PERSON.

May pasok ako kanina, at umaga pa yun. Badtrip nga kasi hindi ako sanay gumising ng 7am lalo na at 230am na ako nakatulog.

less than 8 hours of sleep=puyat
sorry naman.

Nag-aral pa kasi ako kagabi for my midterms in History. Tinapos ko pa yung home-made-seat-work ko. Hindi ako nakapag start ng maaga kasi I was with Francis the whole day yesterday. Birthday niya kasi ngayon at kahapon kami nagcelebrate. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHEBHURR! :D

So ayun nga, I started doing my school stuffs around 7pm, then I started reviewing at around 11pm. I slept at around 230am tapos I woke up at 7am.

Kaya ayun, I went to school na sabaw sabaw pa ang aura. I was literally swaying while walking. INAANTOK PA AKO! Tapos pagdating sa school, late si miss, so nakapag aral pa kami kahit konti. Then, tinuro sa amin kung paano gumawa ng chair. (TAKE THAT, USTE!) Kwento ko some other time about diyan sa UST. Tapos ayun nga, medyo nahilo ako kung paano gawin yun. Haha! Sabaw Strike 2!

After that, derecho lunch sa katangi-tanging bukas na pinakamura, Country Style. Sorry malayo yung mga fast foods.

130pm nagstart yung exam. Grabe! Sabaw Strike 3 na ako. Buti na lang binigyan ako ni Clauds ng mahiwagang memory tablet, kaya ayun, kahit papano e marunong ako.

After exam, went straight ahead to Timezone Glorietta, at ayun KTV-to-the-max ang drama namin. lol sobrang pangtanggal ng stress! KTV BUDDIES=EXOTICS.

Sabaw = term for wala sa tamang pag-iisip

Who Wants Buko Juice?

2008-05-19T11:21:00.003+08:00

Masakit ang ulo, bumabagsak ang mata, hindi alam kung ano ang pinagsasasabi.

Yan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, in short, inaantok. Pwede ring tawaging bangag o sabaw.

Dapat may lakad kami ng kuya ko ngayon, nagpapasama mag-inquire sa Adamson. Usapan namin umaga, pero tinanghali ako ng gising, 10:40am na ako nagising kanina. Kaya iniwanan na nila ako.

Pagkagising ko, internet kaagad ako. Palibhasa, adik daw.
Para mamaya, gawin ko na yung school stuffs ko.

Uh-Oh

2008-05-15T22:29:00.002+08:00

This week was like hell week. Well, hindi naman ganun kalala. There are just some things na hindi maganda na nangyari.

Tuesday the 13th.

02:30pm- Location: Tindahan namin.

Text:

Me: natawag na ba ako.
Clauds: Yeah.

Nalungkot ako nun kasi 60% na ako sa recitation ko sa History, ang rule kasi "Kapag natawag ka at wala ka, 60 ka na."

Me: wala na, bagsak na ako sa recitation ko.
Mom: Iiyak ka na?
Me: Hindi noh, nalulungkot lang ako.

7 Hours Earlier...
Daddy: Daanan na lang kita mamaya tapos bigay ko na baon mo.
Me(nasa kama pa): Ok.

Tapos nung mga 10am, pumunta kami ng mom ko tsaka kuya ko sa tindahan para kumuha ng baon kasi papasok na kami. E since umuulan at baha, walang kita.
Tumawag si daddy tapos sabi punta daw siya sa tindahan ng mga 12 kaya hinintay namin. Wala talaga akong pera nung time na yun. Kailangan ko pang ipa-print yung homework ko.

Tik......Tak..... Wowowee sinong di mawiwili......... Tik.......Tak....

Alas-una na wala pa tatay ko so cinonsider ko na lang na aabsent ako. Tapos nagtext ako kay clauds kung natawag na ba ako at ayun. Natawag nga. -_-

Tik.....Tak..... Magdusa Ka...... Tik....Tak.... Kaputol ng Isang Awit.....

Coffee Prince na nang dumating na tatay ko. Ayun, wala pa ring baon.

Wednesday the 14th.

Wala namang masaklap na nangyari maliban sa naiwan ko yung phone ko sa bahay.

Thursday the 15th.

Masaya ang araw ko, Huwebes na e. Kumbaga parang Sabado Nights. Nagkayayaan na mag-ktv, at hayun, kantahan, hiyawan at sigawan.

Pauwi na ako nung maganap ang masaklap. Basahin mo na lang yung entry bago ito kasi tinatamad na akong itype ulit.

In Memory Of....

2008-05-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

I lost him at lrt earlier. I know it's too childish to make an entry about a missing keychain. Pero matagal na sakin itong keychain ko. It's been around, uhm, 4 years or 5 years? and yung kakambal niya which is the bear/dog e na kay francis. so ayun. :(

Rainy Day on Monday

2008-05-12T17:22:00.004+08:00

Went to Trinoma with Francis to watch Iron Man starring Robert Downey Jr. and Gwyneth Paltrow. Man, it was awesome! Parang mas gusto ko siya kaysa kay Spidey boy. Mas hot pa si Iron Man kaysa kay Peter Parker. LOL. Sulit na sulit yung binayad sa sinehan. Sulit yung 160 ko, este, ni Francis pala. Haha!

Halos isang buwan din kaming hindi nagkita ni Francis kasi laging nagcoconflict yung free time namin. So ayun.

Umalis ako, mataas ang araw. Paglabas ko ng Trinoma, ang lakas ng ulan. Tamang tama yung binili kong milo at butter cookies para sa mga panahong ganito. Ang sarap tuloy may chillax lang pero hindi pwede kasi hindi ko pa natapos yung mga homework ko and I still need to study para sa recitation bukas.

Comeback Celebration ni Ina

2008-05-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

Makalipas ng ilang linggong hindi pagpasok sa kadahilanang nagkaroon ng chicken pox, pumasok na rin sa wakas ang aking kaibigan si Ina. At dahil dun, pati na rin dahil sa kanyang kaarawan, ay nagkaroon na naman ng dinner ang Exotics pero sa kasamaang palad ay hindi na naman kami kumpleto.

Pagkatapos ng aming klase sa History of Art and Architecture, ay nagtungo na ang aming gang sa glorietta upang kumain. Sa Terriyaki Boy, doon kami napadpad, doon kami kumain ng aming hapunan pero para sa ilan ay miryenda lamang yun dahil pagkatapos naming kumain sa Terriyaki Boy, ay kumain na naman kami sa Pizza Hut Bistro pero sa pagkakataong ito ay KKB na kami. Umalis na rin si Ina at Clauds bago pa kami kumain ng pizza.

Sa tinagal tagal na rin ng pagkakaibigan namin ni Ina, at sa pagkakaalala ko na rin, ay ngayon lang ako nakatikim ng libre galing sa kanya kaya maraming maraming salamat junior! Sa susunod ulit na taon! *tawa* At sana makahabol ka na sa mga lectures natin lalo na sa mecdraw2 natin. =D

Ikaw, Masaya Ka Ba?

2008-05-03T01:09:00.003+08:00

Sa tingin mo ba, ano ba talaga ang nagpapasaya sa isang tao? Pera ba? Materyal na bagay ba? O ang mga tao sa paligid mo?

Parehas ba ang saya na nararamdaman mo kapag kasama mo ang mga mahal mo sa buhay, sa pakiramdam na kapag nakukuha mo ang bagay na gusto mo?

Credit: hebagowayed of DA.

Warning: Public Roadworks Ahead

2008-04-30T22:01:00.002+08:00

"Egyptians live for their own death."

A professor once told me that during the ancient times, Egyptians build pyramids for their own emperor's death. It takes them 15-20 years to build one.

Is it like in the present times?

We live. We work. We play. We love.

But what for?

Are we just killing time? Waiting for our time to end?

Sorry for being emoshit. :)

Updates

2008-04-07T13:00:00.002+08:00

Alam ko namiss mo ako. Ang tagal ko ring hindi nakapag update, super busy kasi e.
So anyway, our first term ended last March 29 and I got my three grades already.

My grades are....

1.1 for Elements and Principles of Desing
1.25 for Mechanical Drawing
2.1 for Freehand Drawing

I'm still waiting for my grade in Color Theory which really scares me. May isang plate kasi ako na tres kaya feeling ko mababa na grade ko dun. So ayun.

I have a 10-day vacation which started last March 29 up to now, April 7. My classes starts tomorrow and super tamad pa akong pumasok. Fortuantely, I have my excuse not to go to school tomorrow, my bro's graduation. So papasok na ako sa Thursday. =D

i just wanna be on the beach

2008-04-07T12:53:00.002+08:00

Sound of the waves that clashes in the shore, feel of the wind breeze touching your skin, swaying of the palm trees and that mango shake that runs through your throat.

Ah! Summer! Favorite season of most people. They can get relaxed, pampered and everything they wanna do.

During the past years, I spent my summer days in Occidental Mindoro, my mom's hometown. I usually go to the nearby seashore and make emote emote. Pero ngayon, hindi ako nakapunta, aside from what happened last year, I have my summer classes. It's not actually summer classes because we REALLY do have classes during the summer.

I'm just wishing that I can pass all my basic subjects by March 2009 so that I can have my summer break next year.

Financially, Emotionally and Mentally.

2008-03-17T20:41:00.003+08:00

"Aba anak! Naging meztisa ka! Isa pang bote!"
As alcohol runs through my veins, there's this one thing I just thought of.
"Hindi naman ako umiinom e, bakit may hawak akong beer?"
Honestly, I really loathe beer. I hate the smell and the taste.

T'was happened 3 nights ago. After I read the words that I shouldn't read, my mind froze for around 3-5 minutes. Then I heard videoke songs, then I joined my mom for a drink or two. But I didn't sing.
It's really weird, nakikipag inuman ako with my mom.
After 2 bottles my mind came back to its normal senses and realized that I really don't drink, so I stopped.

The next day, they fought. My mom and my dad.
They fought in front of me, I listened to my iPod so that I can't hear them shouting.
He became generous to me. A lot generous.

"Daddy, may 250 ka? punta ako MOA e."
He gave me 500.

"Shobe, nasaan ka?"
"Nandito ako sa Megamall, nanonood ng sine."
He didn't know that I was going to watch a movie.
"Ah ganun ba? O sige, pasundo ka na lang sa kuya mo, uwi na ako."
I arrived at around 10pm.
He didn't get mad.

I didn't know that my mom confessed all her anger that afternoon.

"Hindi mo lang alam na alam na ng mga anak mo ang pinag-gagagawa mo."
My dad was speechless and made lambing with my mom that night.

The next day.
"Shobe, punta kayo 168, bili kayo pantalon mo."
"Shobe, gusto mo ng white gold?"
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There are some things that made my week, the worse week so far.

I had kuliti. (It was not sore eyes.)
I was late at my every class this week.
The story mentioned above.
The fucking PPF(Project Proposal Form).
Plates that I made lamay with.
My finals in EPD which costs me 2500k and now, it's 3,000 pesos.

~~I nearly had my monthly breakdown.~~

Kung Pwede Lang Sanang Idaan Sa Juicy Fruit.

2008-03-08T00:51:00.002+08:00

I've been so stressed this week. Isinusumpa ko na ang pag-ccram. Wala kasi akong tulog for 2 consecutive nights. Well, meron naman pero konti lang. Ang dami nang ginagawa tapos nalalapit na yung finals namin so tinatambakan na kami ng plates, take note BASIC COURSE palang ito, WHAT MORE PA SA ADVANCED COURSE.

Hindi ko na maintindihan ngayon kung bakit nung mga high school palang tayo e feeling natin tayo na ang pinakastressed sa buong mundo. Sa college mo na lang marerealize na sana naging high school ka na lang forever. Less work, more fun. Wala ka pang makikitang eyebags na tinubuan ng pimples kapag nasa highschool ka. Yak!

'Di ba nung high school, akala mo e Chemistry/Physics/Geometry/Trigonometry na ang tatapos ng ating buhay? Na ang mga projects sa T.H.E. ang kumakain ng ating "fun time"? At yung mga practice sa sayaw ang nagpapastress sa atin? *Pero kung iisipin mo lang ngayon, mas okay nang magpractice ako ng magpractice, o kaya naman magsolve na lang ng mga Chemistry o kaya naman Physics.

Napaisip din ako, bakit hindi na lang nagcollege nung bata pa tayo at nag ABC at 123 na lang pagtanda? At least, tatatak talaga sa utak natin yung pinagaralan natin sa college.. =))

*Note: Hindi ko alam ang mga pinagsasasabi ko sa mga huling pangungusap.

The Last Thing I Wanna Do is to Wake Up

2008-02-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

Thank God it's Friday, again.

Two weekends to go and it's March na. Time really flies fast talaga, then mamaya April na ulit. I just wanna graduate na.

So there, yesterday was Vday and I celebrated it with my girlfriends, we had lunch in Pizzeria pero since lahat kami nagcram nung Wednesday night, lahat kami may eyebags at pati ang lunch e kinram. Then my FREEHAND subject ruined my day, okay nasa kung may pinapatrace samin pero puro halaman yung pinapatrace samin and malas ko kasi I only had one pic and maliit siya na mahirap itrace at hindi na pwedeng baguhin or ulitin, so ayun.

After that, i headed to my dad's friend's place kasi nandun si daddy and I waited for him kasi nagmamajhong sila. So ayun.

Bored

2008-02-09T23:46:00.000+08:00

I was getting bored in my old layout that i need to change it right away. But since I am too lazy to make one, and my brain's currently dried out of ideas, i used a pre-made layout. Sooner or later I'll make my own layout again.

Behind this curtain, one crammer found

2008-02-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

It's Saturday night, and according to my so-called plans, i supposedly have finished 3 plates and planning to finish my FREEHAND*** plates on Monday and Tuesday night, but everything seemed went the other way around. I still haven't done even one plate, I still have to finish my 2 EPD* plates and 1 plate in MECDRAW**. uggggh! Is there any way that i could get rid of this cramming personality i possessed?

*EPD= Elements and Principles of Design a.k.a. ART subject in Elementary Level ^_^
** MECDRAW= Mechanical Drawing
*** FREEHAND= Freehand Drawing (duh?)

Updates

2008-01-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

Nagsisimula na akong makipaglamay sa mga plates ko. Buti nga maaga pa ako nakatulog kagabi, mag 2AM na ako nakatulog, while the others e 5AM-6AM na nakatulog. Kanina in my freehand subject, wala namang pressure na naganap (thank God). Basic geometric shapes lang yung ginawa namin pero pahirap naman yung homework, kasi kailangan may shading na. Hay nako, lamayan na naman ng homeworks ito.

Malapit na yung 14th monthsary namin ni Francis, yihee.. Ang bilis talaga ng oras. Tumatanda na ako. :))

School

2008-01-31T20:30:00.000+08:00

Since the day I entered PSID, I still haven't updated you guys about the school.

PSID a.k.a. Philippine School Of Interior Design is located at Pasong Tamo, Magallanes. It's a block away from MRT Magallanes Station. It's a very small building, actually the building that we are occupying is very small and a warehouse-like building. It's a 2-storey building and we are ONLY occupying the second floor, the first floor is a furniture shop and a bicycle store. If you entered the building, you'll see a spiral stairs then when you reached the second floor, you'll only find 8 small rooms there. In those 8 small rooms, the office, the library and the canteen is included so therefore, there are only 5 classrooms available.

But sometime in October 2008, we'll transfer in a nicer building in THE FORT. Yes, the Fort. As what I've heard, the new school is a 4-storey building and new courses will be available. But I'm not yet sure where is the exact location of the new building.

i suck....

2008-01-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

in freehand. I'm not a huge fan of freehand and i really really suck at it.
now that we're on our plate no. 3 which is shading, ugghhh! i really dont get it..

i love mecdraw[mechanical drawing] more.

thoughts in my head are actually sinking

2008-01-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

So there
After long time of thinking
I've actually had a less interest in cooking
which made me realize that I am on the right path.

Time after time
My interests are focused on what I'm doing in my life right now
I've just actually enjoyed it
Tired but fun.

wish me luck.
pics will be posted later on.
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Okhay, switch thoughts.
"If I'm not in love with you, what is this I'm going through"
Those words took my confusion away.
And made me really enjoy moments when I'm with him.

don't ask me anymore, I'll never answer you.

okhay.

2008-01-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

4 days na akong pumapasok sa PSID, okay naman kaya lang hindi ko feel yung aura. Nyaha! Depressing yung lugar masyado, buti nga lilipat na ng building pero matagal pa. Nung first day, pinabili na kami ng mga materials and it was kinda shocking kasi super dami ng mga materials and ang mamahal pa. Siguro ako yung pinakanagulat sa lahat ng students dun. Dahil nga dun napaisip na naman ako kung magshishift na naman ba ako o hinde pero okay na ako ngayon, desidido na akong ituloy yung course ko.

Waaaah! 2.5 years of sleepless nights starts now. -_-

Exotic Christmas Party

2008-01-05T01:00:00.001+08:00

Christmas has passed, and New Year's done too.
But we just celebrated our Exotic Christmas Party today.. haha!

We had picnic at the park near Donna's condo. Super fun.
After the picnic, nag-inuman na. Actually sila lang yung uminom.. ~~uminom din ako~~. Ayun! Lambanog ang tinira pero it was flavored naman. And may isang nalasing.. nyahaha! tamaan na ang tamaan.. So ayun, kakauwi ko lang.. LOL.

Super saya pero sayang wala si Ron e.. awww...

Err.

2008-01-02T14:19:00.001+08:00

Today's our 13th monthsary pero hindi pa rin niya ako tinetext.
Hindi na nga kami lumabas kasi may pasok siya kaya puyat siya.

Bakit hindi pa niya ako tinetext? =(

PANGET!

2008-01-02T14:14:00.000+08:00

Finding a missing pup during the new year's day.. not so cool.. -_-

We searched at the whole village yesterday because Panget was missing. Yeah, my pet's name's Panget. haha! Blame my dad for that!

Anyway, my mom told me that Panget was missing since yesterday morning and ewan ko kung paano siya nawala. Kasi dati, kapag lumalabas siya, umuuwi naman siya ng hapon, tapos kahapon hindi siya umuwi. Nahanap lang siya dun sa kabilang street namin. Yung street na hindi namin naikot ng mom ko. =))

Tapos yun, buti na lang nakabalik na si Panget, pero super nanginginig siya kagabi ah, ewan ko ba kung dahil sa mga paputok o dahil gutom lang siya.. =))

Final Day of year 2007

2007-12-31T12:16:00.000+08:00

Woke up by the sound of the radio and checked the clock. It's 1130, and started to realize that this is the last day of year 2007, and I'm still in bed.

So as wondering, 2007 may be the "most suckiest" year of my life, but I hope 2008 will be not.
This year I had my....

-first ever withdrawn subject
-super emotional breakdown
-worst birthday ever
-not-so-worst Christmas
-improved grades
-love one died in a dream
-palm read
-first anniversary with Francis

and many more.. Can't think with an empty stomach.

And I have my resolutions too.

-save more
-eat less
-focus more
-stop being an idiot
-love more
-hate less
-practice more
-more patience

and many more..

So while wondering, I ended up typing my happenings and resolutions here.
Bum.

do you believe in palm reading......?

2007-12-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

......well, i'm starting to believe in it. and it scares me a lot.

slightly miserable

2007-12-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

Isn't it hard if you let go the thing that you really really want in exchange of happiness of others? But that's okay, isn't that what Christmas is all about?

Anyway, got my course cards already and pakshet, i got another 2.0 which disqualifies me, for the second time, to be a dean's lister.. pakshet cover letter pakshet!

And the worst part is, i have friends who failed in some of their subjects. awww... =(

Ka-boom!

2007-12-20T01:52:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of my finals! Wupee! That's why I changed my layout again, because I'm free as a bird again. Haha!

Saturday is the course card distribution. <(O3O)>
After that, bum bum bum na ulit ang buhay ko.

Coming of The Unknown

2007-12-16T19:16:00.000+08:00

Christmas is near and the finals week starts tomorrow and I'm glad that 2nd term is almost over. It also means that my easy-college-life is almost over and the real one starts in about 22 days.

Last week, I just had this conversation with my dad about the drawing table thingy. Then later that night, Ina just im'd us and told us that semester in PSID, or should I say the Home of the Flying Plates, starts this Jan o7.

Then it made me think, again, which plate do I really want? The literally plate which contains heaven, or the other one which is the illustration of weirdness? It just makes me feel scared whenever I hear about that issue, because, I know, I don't have the talent, that I'm just a frustrated designer or whatever. I don't think that I'm ready for this. =|

So to make me feel less scared, Simbang Gabi starts tonight, and I was planning to complete it this year but i don't think that I can do it. =D

I really need to do some soul searching.

The OC

2007-12-07T23:33:00.001+08:00

I'm currently watching "THE OC" and I'm currently addicted to it.
Ang cute kasi nila Summer(Rachel Bilson) and Seth(Adam Brody) e. Ang cute pa ni Seth dun.. =D

But earlier, I was browsing Adam's pictures and to my surprise, I saw this.

This is Adam Brody now.
Like what the hell happened to him? Beard, mustache, doesn't look good.. Haha! mas ok yung dorky look niya..

This is Adam Brody before.

Hay, I'm gonna go back and continue watching THE OC. =D

Tagged

2007-12-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Leigh

* Mention the name of the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
* Copy-paste the traits for all the 12 months.
* Pick your birth month.
* Bold the traits that apply to you.
* Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their sites and hit them with a comment.
* Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it.

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Now tagging....
Mang Pepe, Tukayo, Mayee, Gazell, Karen, Mia, Belle, Liza, Marijuana, Mary Anne, Tracy and Ishy

Jim Carrey, Is That You?

2007-11-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

I had the worst week ever.
Last Monday, I got sick pero hindi pwedeng magpahinga because I have to finish my report which was due last Tuesday. Talk about procrastination.

Then, last Tuesday, my sinat pa rin ako. I still feel dizzy and still want to vomit. Then this earthquake startled us. Haha! That's the sign that I should not go to my next class. :D
Then, Riel and I went to RP to buy Che's gifts then unfortunately, may raid. Haha! Ni-raid ng mga pulis yung bangketa then nagkagulo.

Tapos last Wednesday, my brother fetched me sa Monumento, pero the bad thing is, I arrived at Monumento at around 8PM then dumatin siya mga around 9PM na. >:(

Then yesterday, umuulan naman, nagka kudeta pa. Ano ba pumasok sa utak ni Trillanes at ginawa niya yun? Kaya ayun, lagot siya kay Gloria. Ewan ko ba kung bakit kina Hersey walang pasok samantalang UE Cal sila, ang layo layo nun. Tapos nalaman ko pa kahapon na hindi pa pala ako bibilhan ng digicam. Ang tino talaga kausap ng tatay ko. X[

Tapos ngayon........ bum.
Sana 2008 na.

I've been tagged... again.

2007-11-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

Cha tagged me. =)

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
clauds

2. What were you doing at 0800?
taking a bath.

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
eating.

4. What happened to you in 2006?
nothing.. :))

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
"PUTANG INANG KAWALI YAN!" hahahaha!

6. How many beverages did you have today?
uhm... wait.... iced tea, water, water, chuckie... now you do the counting part.. :))

7. What color is your hairbrush?
brown w/ yellow... haha

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
yosi.

9. Where were you last night?
room

10. What color is your front door?
white

11. Where do you keep your change?
in my purse.

12. What’s the weather like today?
cold.

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
double dutch.

14. What excites you?
hahaha... hmmmm..

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
yeah

16. Are you over the age of 25?,
HELL NO.

17. Do you talk a lot?
yep

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
yeah but im still in season 1... haha!

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
teka napaisip ako kung may kakilala akong steven ah.. :)) wala e..

20. Do you make up your own words?
minsan.

21. Are you a jealous person?
super.

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.
apple

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
keka

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
dad

25. What does the last text message you received say?
mahaba e... ask mikay.. :))

26. Do you chew on your straw?
sometimes..

27. Do you have curly hair?
wavy lang..

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
bed.

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
her.

30. What was the last thing you ate?
dinner.

31. Will you get married in the future?
yep.

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
armageddon.. :))

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
yep.

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
weeks ago?

35. Are you currently depressed?
nope. im just tired.

36. Did you cry today?
nope

37. Why did you answer and post this?
cha tagged me.

38. 5 people you tag next?
mang pepe, tepai, makis, ishy and mareng ketket. ;)

Goodbye. Hello.

2007-11-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

Equipped with french fries from McDonald's, Cha and I rode the LRT going home. Then, as usual, Cha is equal to a bunch of emoshitness.

So there was this her stat last night i guess, "I'm Pathetic, and I still have 44 days to prove it.". So I asked what's the meaning of that then she explained and I find it really really really pathetic.
Then a part of her being pathetic made me realized that "44 DAYS NA LANG AKO MAGSSTAY SA BENILDE." and I was like OMG! I'll miss Benilde.

An encrypt from Mikay's blog, one of my fellow Ind-mates.

Normally, college would have been of the same period as it was in high school, but as for the case of the program I'm in, it doesn't necessarily go as so.

College should have started a year ago. College for real, however, starts this January :|

I'm so really agree to this. So, I'll spend my "44 days" to say goodbye to Benilde and after that, say hello to PSID.

The Moment Of Truth.

2007-11-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

I had this one conversation with my mom last November 1 at Jollibee Sucat.

ME: "Mommy may boyfriend na ako."
MOM: "*the look*. Basta ba matino e.[pero halatang nagbibiro lang.]"
ME: "Seryoso ako."
MOM: "E kung masampal-sampal kita diyan. Ang gusto ko, makatapos muna kayo ng kuya mo."
ME: "Nababalance ko naman e."
MOM: *tumawa lang*

-End Of Discussion-

Okay so, it's November 3 so back to school ang drama ko.
We held out Bulilit Sportsfest for our NSTP class. Ghad it's so tiring running around with those kids, pero it was fun fun fun naman. Kaya lang super pagod ako ngayon. Grabe.

Then after dinner, my brother and I, once again, watched "Armageddon" starring Bruce Willis and Ben Affleck. Grabe, that movie, it never fails to make me cry, kahit na ilang beses ko pang ulitin. ;)

One Tuesday Afternoon

2007-10-31T00:55:00.001+08:00

Things are really getting crappier these past few days.

First, the half-day-sched-rumor for tomorrow isn't true.

And second, I got this news from Riel. She texted me that Ma'am Pascua, our high school teacher has cancer of the cervix. Found out that she needed at least 300,000 just for the treatment, wala pa yung mga gamot etc.
Parang ngang Ma'am Pascua's sickness also turned out to be our reunion. Haha!

Then ayun, we visited her in her house, sayang wala si jeemo. Then after that, we headed at SM San Lazaro kasi it was really raining hard. Basa nga kaming lahat e, and napabili pa tuloy kami ng slippers kasi lumusong kami sa baha. Haha! Kindly remind me guys that i owe Cheryl 100 pesos and I still owe Riel 38 pesos. Haha! After buying slippers, we headed to Quantum then ayun, KTV na lang, pumapatay na lang ng oras.

I got home at around 7PM. T'was fun fun fun!
I'm kinda sleepy na, it's already 1AM. ;)

Glorietta Bombing=Scary

2007-10-19T22:23:00.000+08:00

Wow! Panibagong bombing na naman, but this time Ayala Mall na! Akala ng marami e pinaka-safe na mall e ang Ayala Malls pero hindi pala.

October 19,2007, 1:30PM
May sumabog DAW na LPG tank [pero bomba talaga yun, confirmed na] sa Glorietta 2, Luk Yuen Noodle House to be exact. Basta malapit yung sa Starbucks, dun pa naman namin binili ni Francis yung tumbler ko sa Starbucks.

8 were killed and 70 were injured.

Kaya piece of advice lang, avoid going to malls muna, mag-PaPasko na kasi kaya lumalaganap na naman ang terorismo dito sa Metro Manila.

Here are some of the pics.

lady-like

2007-10-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

I turned 18 yesterday! I'm growing older na!
Me and Exotics ate luch at Flaming Wings then Prov na.. super saya!

I've browsed some debut pics thru the net.. Tapos bigla akong nainggit.. Hindi ko na matago...
I really wanted to have a party, where in I'll have 18 chuvaness... Pero no can do talaga kaya sinasabi ko na lang na ayokong magparty.. :'(
Sinabi ko na sa mom ko kanina, tapos sabi mag-debut na lang ako next year.. ang tae...

Tapos hindi ko pa alam kung matutuloy pa kami bukas ng high school friends ko kasi malabo kausap si daddy! hay nako!

This is the MOST SUCK-IEST birthday for me. Malas ko lang talaga kasi 18th year ko pa ito.. Tsk Tsk.... :'(

Untitled One

2007-09-30T18:11:00.000+08:00

I'm currently hating "promisers" right now. Yung they'll promise you tas make you expect something tas in the end wala naman pala.
He promised me that two months ago, "blah blah blah" then kanina sinabi niya, "e ano magagawa ko? wala talaga" grrrrr. I'm really pissed off na!
It's not like I'm acting like an immature kid pero he's been doing this for like 4 years na. :[

Ok. End of ranting.

A friend of mine told me na hindi gay yung gay crush ko, na may girlfriend daw yun? And yung....... might as well not share it. So there. Pero bakit kung magsalita siya e ang bading bading? Hay nako! Lalo lang akong naloloka...

Now what?

2007-09-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

Updates Updates..

Just finished my One-Tree-Hill marathon last monday then i started to watch Grey's Anatomy last Tuesday. Ganda! Promise..

Then, nag-recollection kami last Tuesday, muntik na akong malate pero hindi ako katulad ni Riel na 8am yung recollection e 830am na nagising.. haha!

Simula ngayon e nag-iipon na ako kasi balak kong bumili ng PSP, sa Pasko pa nga lang.. Hehe! Matagal pa.. P2000 pa lang ipon ko. T_T

Ano pa ba bago sa buhay ko?
Wala naman na e.
Yan lang ang update ng buhay ko.. Tae..

Nel Tagged Me

2007-09-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

10 things I hate.

Food: Super spicy foods and veggies
Fruits: i rarely eat fruits..
Veggies: lahat
Events/Situations/Incidents: nung nakilala ko sila..
TV shows/movies: fantaserye chuva.. gma shows.. first day high.. haha!
Music: yung mga pangjologs..
Household chores: Maglaba
Things around the world: middle east
Thing/s I hate about myself: marami..

Last First Day

2007-09-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

Today's my first day for the second term. It's quite good. But I don't think that I'm gonna enjoy my MANALOG[Management Logic] because of the prof. I don't know if he's an Arashi member or just robin-padilla-wanna-be. Haha! Then my POLIGOV's[Politics and Government] prof is kinda cool. :D

I just hate the fact that I have this uber long break. As in 4-hour break, hindi na ako nawawalan ng mahabang break. Lecheng MANALOG.

I don't feel good today. I think I'm sick. My head hurts then I have flu. sheez!
Well, tomorrow's another day. Still thinking if she'll be my prof again.. Hope not! *praying*

untitled

2007-09-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

Just typing. Because tomorrow's my first day and my last term in Benilde[if I can pass all my subjects this term] haha!

I can't sleep yet. Am I excited? For what? Nothing. I think this term will suck as bad. I don't know, I'm just having that feeling.. haha!

Hey! My dad didn't allow me na to emancipate next year. boohoo! How am I suppose to study in Makati if I'm living all the way from Valenzuela? haha! bahala na si batman!

pics pics pics

2007-09-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

I was tagged by Tukayo! Sorry kung ngayon lang.. :D

6-Day Vacation

2007-09-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

I got my course cards already and WALA AKONG UNO NGAYON!! I got three 3.5, one 3.0, two 2.5 and one 2.0. Hurray for me! :D

Now term break has officialy started, Mag-DDVD Marathon ako. I'll be watching the whole 4 seasons of One Tree Hill [i've already started watching it last night]

Bum lang ako for the next 6 days.
Jeemo just texted me a while ago, sabi niya na mag-bburgoo kami this saturday at 5pm. Like what?!! Hindi na ako pwedeng gabihin kasi first of all, hindi ako papayagan kasi nga nagtalo kami ni daddy last Tuesday.

Last Tuesday kasi, after my finals in WORLITE, we went to Glorietta para lang mag-DQ. That was the plan. Pero iba ang nangyari, we just went to Greenbelt, sa Temple Bar to be exact, then yun, inuman. Hindi sana ako iinom kasi hindi naman talaga ako umiinom, pero natakam ako. Haha! Kaya ayun, umuwi ako ng medyo tipsy. [Nag-inuman kami mga around 6pm] Usapan kasi namin 7pm kami magkikita ni daddy sa monumento para sabay kami umuwi pero nakarating ako sa monumento mga past 8 na yun. So ayun, nagalit siya sa akin. T_T

Tagged!

2007-08-27T18:10:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by tukayo! :D
So here it goes.

Instructions: Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

1. I always use 2 straws kapag umiinom ako sa mga fast foods.

2. I don't know how to entertain visitors.

3. I prefer less whip cream on my frappe.

4. Still confused between Masscom and Commerce[haha! this one's edited kasi ngayon ko lang naalala] :))

5. I have a crush on 2 gay guy. :D

6. I still watch Kiddie Shows.

Yan! Tapos na. ;) Now, I'm tagging Jeemo, Leigh, Mang Pepe, Mia, Makis, and Ishy! ;)

Jeez...

2007-08-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

Kanina, I was really pissed off to this girl na talaga. At first, yung kuya ko yung inaway niya, she called him patay-gutom. Now, inaway na naman niya yung isa ko pang kuya, telling him na lumayas na. Grrr! Pero sorry, wrong person yung inaway niya, warfreak pa yung inaway niya kaya ayun, gumanti rin kuya ko. Halos lahat ng masasakit na bagay e sinabi na niya[which I find true].
Haha! Kasi super kapal na ng mukha niya. Nakikitira na nga lang siya tapos yung kuya ko pa yung sasabihan niyang lumayas... Aggh! By the way, yung pinsan ko pala yung tinutukoy ko.. X(

Sexual Fantasies

2007-08-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

I have this weird dream again.
I have already dreamed of this guy earlier this year.

Tapos napanaginipan ko na naman siya 2 nights ago. Weird. Kasi the first time na napanaginipan ko siya was, WE ARE HAVING SEX! I'm not kidding. Haha! Then 2 nights ago, napanaginipan ko na naman siya. He kissed my cheeks naman daw. Haha! Weird. Totally Weird. That guy's cute by the way. :D

Production of Boredom

2007-08-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.

At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.

Your Fixation: Envy

Your Primary Fear: To have no identity

Your Primary Desire: To find yourself

Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Number Are You?

Fuck You Egay!

2007-08-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

I woke up at around 8am kasi alam kong commute lang ako. Nung paggising ko, dumiretso na ako sa banyo. After kong maligo, nag-away kami ng mom ko, [ayoko ng sabihin yung dahilan, nakakaloko e]. Tapos, after nun, sabi ni daddy, wag na daw akong pumasok kasi bumabagyo. So tinawagan ko muna si jo at cha kasi nga baka wala since alam kong nasa school na sila nung mga time na yun, but no one's answering so i thought na may classes kami, so umalis na ako sa bahay. Everything went fine but when i reached Doroteo Jose station, umulan bigla ng malakas.

Tapos nung nakarating na ako sa Vito Cruz, sakto pagbaba ko ng train, nakita ko yung friend ko tapos sabi niya, suspended ang classes! I was like "HUWATT?" NO ONE TEXTED ME THAT CLASSES WERE SUSPENDED. So, I was thinking na pasok muna ako sa Benilde tapos papalipas ng ulan pero sarado na ang Benilde at no choice na ako kundi umuwi na lang. Super badtrip kasi basang-basa ako kasi lumusong ako sa baha.

E di yun, pagdating ko naman sa Monumento... Grabe! Umaraw naman bigla. So parang nakakagago si Egay ah. Kaya ayun, pumunta muna ako sa SM Val para hindi naman nasayang yung pag-alis ko. Pagdating ko naman sa SM, bigla namang umulan. Buti na lang at nasa loob na ako ng mall. Tapos ayun, nung huminto na ang ulan, sumakay na ako ng jeep papauwi. Tapos tuwang-tuwa ako kasi may tricycle sa gate ng subdivision namin, pagbaba ko naman ng tricycle, ayun, umulan bigla ng malakas. Hindi na ako nakapaglabas ng payong kasi may bitbit ako. Kakabadtrip lang.

*Ang katangi-tanging nagpasaya sakin e yung sale yung cd ng xbox. 50 pesos lang ang isa so bumili ako ng apat.*

Monday the 13th

2007-08-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

A nice day to start the week-- Monday. Every Monday, I want things to be perfect. *Ika nga nila, pag maganda Lunes mo, maganda buong Linggo mo*
So anyway, mukhang hindi gaganda itong linggo ko.

Earlier this morning, I got stranded in the LRT Monumento Station, buti na lang at nakasakay na ako bago masiraan yung train sa harapan namin. And the funny part was this girl who I saw, she has this really bag, not really big[mikka's bag is bigger], then nung nastranded kami[kasi dun kami sa special boarding area sumakay], make-up siya ng make-up basta lahat yata ng make-up nagamit na niya. So kamusta naman yun, papasok lang sa school tapos todo make-up as if she's going to a party. :D Then, she kept on saying, "Ano ba yan, late na ako!", pero everytime she's saying that line e nagmamake-up ulit siya. Haha! Siguro make-up lang laman nung bag niya. Wala lang.

ORALCOM[Oral Communication] class-- I have this memorization speech, but fuck, I screwed it up, super memorized ko na siya but nung dineliver ko na sa class, damn it's so lame. Uggh!

PETRIID[PE 3]-- Today's our finals in PE 3 which is an arnis class X]. I was really pissed off dun sa prof ko, kasi ang labo niya kausap. First, she told us na we need to perform her stupid arnis moves na may music, then she told us na ok na lang kahit walang music basta maka-25 strikes ka in 2 minutes, then bigla niyang sinabi na 50 strikes na daw in 2 minutes, tapos pinalitan niya ulit, 50 strikes in 1 minute, then bigla niya ulit pinalitan na 100 STRIKES in a minute. Like what? Are we superheroes? Hindi naman namin kaya yun e. Pero ayun, we made it 82 strikes in a minute.

Oh btw, this is my 100th post here in this blog. Haha! As if you care! Jeez! :D
Another thing, I've decided not to watch FOB's concert for some personal reasons.

Tsk Tsk Tsk..

2007-08-06T21:56:00.000+08:00

Sana pala ganito na lang..
Sana pala hindi ganun..
Sana....Sana....Sana.....

Ang dami ko nang pinagsisihan simula nang tumapak ako sa CSB, mga hindi inaasahang pangyayari, mga desisyong ginawa at mga taong inaway? Ewan ko ba, ang dami dami kong pinagsisihan.

Iniisip ko tuloy... TAMA BA NA PUMASOK AKO SA BENILDE?

I need a financier... Now!

2007-07-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

Tuesdays, I reaaly hate Tuesdays because it's the day that I don't have any breaks and my class starts at 940am and ends at 550pm.. So as expected, lagi akong binubugnot kapag Tuesdays. BOO!

But this Tuesday's kinda weird. These are the things that made my day wonderful:
1. I saw my gay-guy crush. Nyahaha! Yup, he's gay but for me, he's oh-so-hot.. hahaha! I saw him sleeping in their cubes, and wow, ang gwapo niya kapag tulog. Mukha siyang lalake. :D

2. I received a text from Francis. Haha! Since he lost his phone, I rarely received texts from him kaya kapag nagtetext siya sakin, special na sakin yun[keso]

3. My WORLITE prof was absent. Haha! >:)

4. I was given a chance to watch FALL OUT BOY'S CONCERT HERE IN MANILA! I'm not that concert-goer talaga kaya, this is my FIRST time to watch a concert, Annie[a friend of mine] reserved some VIP tix for us which costs P3,890. I still have 1 1/2 months to save money.. Haha! Sana makuha ko pera ko kay daddy. If not, "Could somebody treat me please?" :D

Thriller

2007-07-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Sobrang busy ako ngayon pero wala naman akong ginagawa. Gets? Kitam, ngayon na lang ulit ako nag-update ng blog ko. Yihee! New layout, made this last night. Hehe!

This past few weeks, napapansin ko na nagiging super loud na ako. Oo, i know that I'm a loud person pero mas lalo pa akong nagiging loud. Gusto ko na ngang magbago e. Haha! Pero I can't. Lalo na kapag kasama ko si Clauds, patay, wala na, sabog na ulit ang mundo. :D
Gusto kong i-lessen ang pagiging loud ko kasi i know, and i feel that maraming tao na ang naiirita. Ayoko nang magmention pa. =P

Ambilis ng panahon, patapos na agad ang July. Kailangan ko na ulit magbayad ng tuition or else, hindi ako makakapag- pre-enroll next week. Boohoo!

Gonna watch Simpsons The Movie, pero hindi ko pa alam kung kailan. Maybe this Saturday or next Saturday.

Exotics, kelan EK natin? :)

Hindi ko lang alam

2007-07-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Ang sarap ng feeling kapag umuulan noh? Lalo na kapag malakas ang hangin tapos nafeefeel mo yung mga patak ng ulan, tapos nasa kwarto ka lang at nakahiga.. Mmmmm.. Ang sarap matulog.

Pero kung may ulan nga pero pauwi ka pa lang galing school, e hindi na nakakatuwa ang ulan! Basang-basa, hindi alam ang gagawin, mabuti na lang at kasabay ko si daddy pauwi kung hinde, pataykambata ka! Ano na kaya ang hitsura mo pag uwi?

Lalo pang nakakabadtrip e yung, aalis ka ng bahay, and take note, naka business attire ako, ang taas taas ng sikat ng araw. Pero pagdating ko sa Benilde, ano inabot ko? ulan! Nagpedicab pa ako para lang hindi mabasa, ang masaklap, pagdating ko sa SDA which is mga 1/2-1 km from dun sa sinakyan ko, bigla namang umaraw. Sayang ang bente ko.

Isa pang nakakawindang, hindi natuloy ang speech ko! Sayang ang get-up ko, naka high heels pa ako! Hay nako, tapos pag-uwi ko, ulan din ang aabutin ko.

Ewan ko na sa'yo!

Ngayon lang talaga siya nag-sink in.. Pramis!

2007-07-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

Finally, got a copy of Bob Ong's "MACARTHUR". Yeah, I know, it was published like, 3 months ago? But what can I do? As if I'm going to megamall or north edsa just to get a copy? Haha, no thanks! Hihintayin ko na lang siya sa NBS Taft, and ngayon lang nagka-copy dun.

Midterms week na, got lots of stuffs to do. 2 speeches, daming exams, at design for BP(Blueprint) tshirt. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na marami pala akong gagawin, kaya ngayon lang ako nagccram. So mukhang hindi ko natupad yung isa sa mga New School Year Resolution(check my previous posts), pero actually 2 na yung hindi ko natutupad. Hulaan mo kung ano yung isa.

Gusto ko nang matulog kasi inaantok na ako, pero I'm still waiting na masend yung mga mp3s that Jo requested. Ang laki-laki na ng eyebags ko. Tama nga sabi nila, you're not a certified college student kung wala kang eyebags. Haha!

July 9 na, malapit na debut ni Riel. So namomroblema pa ako sa damit ko at sa gifts ko. Kasi hindi lang naman si Riel ang reregaluhan ko. Mag-AAugust na, malapit na rin birthday ni Mikka so magbibigay din ako ng gift sa kanya at mga "belated gifts" para kina Jo, Ina at Francis. Actually hindi naman talaga ako mahilig magbigay ng regalo e, hanggang plano lang ako. Haha!

Itong araw na ito ang pinakaunproductive day para sa akin.

Pumunta ako ng school, attended my 1030 class, hoping na makakapagpresent na ako ng speech ko pero hindi natuloy due to lack of time. I didn't attend my 2nd class(230-330) due to laziness. Haha! I was still hoping na magiging productive itong araw na 'to by attending my last class, PE. Pero, wala, unproductive talaga, ewan ko kung ano nakain ng prof ko at nawalang siya ng ganang magturo ng mga arnis moves niya kaya after attendance, pinauwi na niya kami. Tsk Tsk.

Hanggang ngayon nalalasahan ko pa rin yung kinain kong wanton mami kanina sa San Juan.

Tara Na Sa Pinoyskwela

2007-07-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

Sa araw-araw nating pamumuhay, hindi mawawala sa ating bibig ang mga salitang Ingles. Ang pagbili mo pa lamang ng pagkain sa McDo, Ingles na kaagad ang ating ginagamit. Wala pa akong naririnig na nagsasabi sa tindera na,

"Isa nga pong pritong manok na may kasamang isang basong coke. At isa na rin palang malaking piniritong patatas."

Bakit ba hindi pwedeng gawing Tagalog ang menu sa mga kainan?
Tayo'y mga Pinoy, dapat Wikang Tagalog ang ating ginagamit.

Halimbawa na lamang.....
Kapag may mga dayuhan tayong nakakausap sa ibang bansa, hindi ba't Wikang Ingles din ang ginagamit natin para tayo'y magkaintindihan. Subalit kapag sila naman ang nandito sa Pinas, tayo pa rin ang magsasalita ng Ingles para lang magkaintindihan.

Tulad na rin sa mga marami ngayon, gustong-gusto nilang may natututunan silang mga bagong Wikang Ingles para sila ang k-u-u-l.

Kanina, nailabas na ang bagong isyu ng "THE BENILDEAN", ito ang aming pahayagan sa Benilde. Habang nagbabasa, merong kumuha ng aking atensyon, at ito ang "Paduguan Session" ni Kirk Tefora. Meron itong limang malalalim na salitang Tagalog na nakuha din nila kay "Panganiban J.V.,(1972), Diksyunaro-Tesauro"

Ibibigay ko ang 5 salita at hulaan niyo kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng mga ito.
-Malabiga
-Kuwentagotas
-Tighoy
-Dalingsil
-Karungsulan

O di ba malalim? Para mapadali ang inyong pag-iisip ng mga ibig sabihin nito, magbibigay ako ng mga pangugusap.

"Huwag kang magsabi ng sikreto sa kanya, isa siyang MALABIGA."
"Gamitin mo ang KUWENTAGOTAS para sigurado ang dami."
"Ang pagTIGHOY ng ulan ay simbolo ng panibagong pag-asa."
"Mababa ang kanyang marka dahil marami siyang DALINGSIL na sagot."
"Laging masaya sa KARUNGSULAN tuwing piyesta."

hula na! :D

:)

2007-07-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...

Went to SM Centerpoint, watched transformers with Francis. Wow! Ganda nung movie, nung start akala ko nakakaantok siya pero hindi pala. Ang gaganda ng mga sasakyan, nakakatuwa ding pumili ng mga sasakyan yung mga autobots dun e.. Haha! Cadillac, GMC, Chevrolet at kung anu-ano pa.

Then afterwards, bought another school bag since my zipper of my old one is broken. Thanks TOMATO -_-

And I also bought a wallet and a cellphone holder.

So yun.. ubos na ang ipon ko..

Last Friday, na-install ko na yung MS Office 2007 ko. Hehe! Thank you piracy.. >:)

Pero yung CS3 na hiniram ko kay Vince, hindi ko pa naiinstall. Tamad pa e. ;)

Updates

2007-06-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

June 18, 2007

Lunes na Lunes, umagang-umaga, nag-away kami ng nanay ko. The usual sermon blues, blah blah here and blah blah there...
And THAT ruined my entire week.

Muntik nga mawala yung cellphone ko nung araw na yun e.
Kasi, while i was in the LRC, naghahanap kasi ako ng book para sa reporting namin, nilapag ko yung phone ko sa tabi ng PC, tapos sa hindi ko malamang dahilan e nalimutan kong kunin. Tapos, i almost spent 30 minutes sa LRC tapos nakikipagchikahan pa ako sa friend ko. Tapos, i spent 5 minutes sa inook(parang computer lab sa benilde). Chaka ko lang narealize na nawawala ang cellphone ko. So todo-panic naman ang lola mo, todo-isip kung saan ko naiwan ang phone ko, bumalik na ako sa LRC at sabi ng mama nasa OSB(Office Of Student Behaviors) na raw yung cellphone ko. E di medyo calm na ako. Pagdating naman sa OSB, tinanong ko kung nandun ba phone ko, tapos pinadescribe nila sa akin.
After nun, makukuha ko na sana pero wala daw sa kanila yung logbook nila. Ako naman, like HUWATT???? KELANGAN KO NA ANG PHONE KO!!!!

OSB GUY: Ano unit ng cell mo?
ME: 6680, pink casing na may silicon at black keypad.
OSB GUY: Ano screen saver mo?
ME: May devil and angel na naghahalikan.
OSB GUY: Ito ba yun?(Hawak niya 3310)
ME: HINDI YAN!!!!
OSB GUY: Ah ito?(Hawak na niya cell ko)
ME: OO!!!! YAN NGA!!!!!
OSB GUY: Wala pa dito yung logbook namin e, nasa kabilang room pa.
ME: HA?!!!! Hindi ko ba pwedeng kunin na lang?
OSB GUY: Hindi e, kasi kailangan mo pang pumirma sa logbook.
OSB GUY 2: May class ka ba?
ME: Meron po, 230, sa SDA Bldg pa.
OSB GUY 2: May break ka pa ba?
ME: 620 pa po.
OSB GUY 2: Wala kang break?
ME: Wala po e. (Pero may 50-minute break pa talaga ako)
OSB GUY: E hindi mo pa rin pwedeng makuha ang cell mo.
OSB GUY 2: Balikan mo na lang mamaya, hanggang 930 pa naman ako dito e.
ME: HA???!!!! May tatawagan pa po kasi ako e. (Pero wala naman) Hindi ko pwedeng kunin mamaya..
OSB GUY: O ito oh, tawagan mo na, pero hindi mo pwedeng ilabas.
ME: Hindi ko ba talagang pwedeng kunin?
OSB GUY (talking to OSB GUY2): Kunin mo na nga yung logbook sa kabila.
At nung nakuha na yung logbook.
OSB GUY: Paano namin masisiguro na sayo yan?
OSB GUY2: Pakita mo na kahit isang pic mo.
ME: Sige, kahit ilan pa.

E hindi ko naalala na nagbura pala ako ng mga vain pics ko sa phone ko. So todo hanap ako, puro candid pics ng mga friends ko.. Pero nakita ko pa rin yung 3 pics ko.. Lagpas 20th image na siya.. Kamusta naman yun? Buti na lang nakuha ko na cell ko.

Lesson Learned: Always keep at least 3 VAIN PICS on your cellphone. :)

June 19, 2007

Another usual day for me. Nasermonan na naman ako pero this time, tatay at kuya ko naman. Nag-join forces ang dalawa at pinagtulungan ako. Poor me.

June 20, 207

Isa pang usual day. Pero this time, kakaiba. I cried. Yes, I cried and take note, sa SC Office pa ako nagkalat. The witnesses, Jo and Vince. Umiyak ako nung narinig ko lang ang She's The One ni Robbie Williams. Siguro almost 1 hour din akong tuliro. 15 minutes akong umiyak at 15 minutes akong tahimik.

Tapos bonding kami kanina sa McDo with Chaporn, Mikmik, Ron, Jo and Vince tapos may libre pang sundae kay Jo.. Thanks!

Tapos ayun, gabi na kami umalis ng Benilde. 8pm na kami umalis e. Pero mas maaga umalis si Mikmik kasi hinuhunting na ng tatay niya.

Wow, haba ng entry na ito ah.
Hindi ko na kinuwento yung sermon blues ng tatay ko at ng kuya ko.. haha!
Mahabang storya e. :D

Big Girls Don't Cry

2007-06-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

As I suffer from this stupid swollen toefinger of mine, nag-dvd marathon na lang ako. I just watched "Music and Lyrics" by Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore (nice movie), "Ghost Rider" by Nicolas Cage (two thumbs up!) and "Deuce Bigalow, The European Giggolo" (nakakatawa, super! 3 times ko nang napapanood).

Bummer ako ngayong araw na 'toh, grabe.. Actually kahapon din e, nasa laptop lang ako whole day.

Anyway, I was about to watch Spidey3 pero nag-yaya si daddy to do some grocery shopping. So hindi natuloy ang Spidey3 ko, maybe next week na lang.

-8-

Namimiss ko na si Kiko, paano ba naman 2 months na kaming hindi nagkikita. Nakaka miss lang talaga. Lalo na nung tinanong ako ng friend ko sa ym kanina, itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang Vince Foz. -_-

Vince: Ano gawa mo?
Me: Nag-iisip.
V: Mukhang seryoso tayo ngayon ah.
Me: uhm..
Me: :((
After 1 minute.
Me: teka
Me: ano photoshop gamit mo?

Sabaw ang utak ko kasi namimiss ko na si Kiko. At sana matuloy na kami sa Sabado.

So walang connect ang aking title sa entry na ito.. Really..

Why Maj Why?

2007-06-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

"Hi I'm , (insert name here)you are?"
"Maj =)"
"Oh! So you're real name is
Marjorie?"
"No, Marielle. =D"
"Marielle? How come your nickname's Maj?"

Most people would ask me why MAJ?
Sige, I'll share the history of my so-called nickname, MAJ.

Long long time ago(4 years ago?). Basta, when I was 13 years old, i had a boyfriend named Jordan. E uso (yata) yung mga acronyms chorva, so i made my own acronym. At first dapat JAM yan e, kasi nga Jordan and Marielle(wooooh, jologs), e Jeemo, a friend of mine, and Mitch, her old-time friend also got the same acronym so ako na lang ang nag-iba since sila yung nauna dun kaya naging MAJ.

"Ooooh, so galing pala sa ex mo?"
"Yup."
"Buti you don't feel awkward kasi
dala-dala mo pa rin yung memories nung ex mo?"
"Nope, nasanay na rin ako sa Maj e."

Pero, habang sinasabi ko yung last line, napaisip ako sa tinanong nung friend ko. Bakit nga ba dala-dala ko pa rin yung memory nung ex ko? E 4 years na kaming break? Hmmmm... Til now, iniisip ko pa rin yan.

I've Been Tagged

2007-06-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged! Thanks to Kuya Pepe. Haha!

Sige kuya, I'll answer this since I still owe you one, di ba hindi ko nasagutan yung dati?! Haha!

Ok, let's begin!

Mechanics: Give five (5) unique features of your mobile phone that best describes you most.

My cellphone right now is Nokia 6680.

Features?

1. Dual Camera- one camera in front, and one at the back. Front cam-malabo, Back cam- malinaw, in short, dual personality, tulad ko. Labo.. gets niyo ba?

2. Pink casing with black keypad- happy on the outside, emo on the inside. Gets?

3. 128 MB External Memory- Mababa ang memory, laging sabog. Tulad ko, laging sabaw ang utak.

4. Wide Screen- Kitang kita mo ang dapat mong makita.

5. Full of candid pics- Funny, masaya, matatawa ka talaga pag kasama mo ako at ang phone ko... hahaha!

Ayan, that's me and my phone!

Highway to Nowhere

2007-06-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

My mom woke me up at around 10am. She said that we're going to her friend's house kasi may pag-uusapan daw sila and at the same time, lunch na rin. So ayun, nung natapos na yung usap nila at yung lunch, umalis na kami. While on the car, I just realized that we're heading to FAIRVIEW, Quezon City. Then yun pala, nandun yung bahay, thought my dad was kidding na sa Fairview nga kami lilipat. Yeah, we're going to move na, sa Fairview pa. Dang! Ang layo. Kaya daw kami lilipat kasi malas daw yung bahay namin ngayon, talk about feng shui.

Anyway, heto yung mga ilang pics ng bahay.

future room ko?

future cr ko?

front view ng bahay

side view nung bahay

den

Yeah, I know, maliit lang siya, pero sabi ng dad ko, talagang kaming apat lang ang titira diyan. Napaisip tuloy ako, "Di ba kapag weekends, madalas silang wala? Paano na ako? Home Alone?"

Life Sucks

2007-06-10T02:43:00.000+08:00

It sucks when you're encountering some family problems. It's way too different from love, friendship and school problems. Ang hirap gumalaw kasi pamilya mo na mismo ang nagkakaproblema, sila na mismo ang nag-aaway-away. Katulad kanina, i didn't know my 'rents are shouting at each other na pala. Kung hindi pa sinabi ng kuya ko, hindi ko pa malalaman (tulog kasi ako kaninang tanghali). They're fighting dahil sa mga kamag-anak ng mom ko, naainis si daddy kasi lagi daw kinukunsinti ng mom ko ang mga ginagawa ng mga kamag-anak niya, so in short MISCOMMUNICATION.

My bro will move to Laguna na, he'll be studying there daw.....Wala na akong makakaharutan dito...

More Updates

2007-06-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

So heto na, tuloy ko na yung updates ko.

Kahapon, akala ko makakatikim na ako ng MCDONALDS ROYAL TREATS pero they turned me down..

Apple-float-turned-coke-float and green-sauce-turned-bbq-sauce

Then yun, while eating, a good-looking gay guy(yes he's a gay), talked to me. Kasi he's with his friends tapos occupied nila almost 10 tables, so mukhang frosh sila di ba, anyway, yun nga, he asked for my name and some info, sayang nga e, gwapo pa naman......

FSN(Frosh Solidarity Night) was held last night, maraming bands ang umattend, and may booth ng Cali and Seventeen. Tampo nga ako e, bakit puro bands ngayon (Callalily was there, and so was Itchyworms and KJWAN!!!!!), samantalang sa amin LET'S GO BARKADA??? and Lipton Iced Tea lang? Madaya.

Speaking of madaya, ang daya ng bagong rule sa CSB, actually hindi na siya bago e, inupdate lang. Kung dati rubber slippers lang ang bawal, ngayon pati leather and the like. Nakakainis talaga.

Nakapag-enroll na ako kanina, whew! Akala ko pa naman hindi na ako makakaenroll.

Kanina sa LRT, i heard two ladies, siguro they're around 40-50 years old) talking habang papasok sila ng train, it made me laugh talaga pero hindi ako nagpahalata syempre.

Quote of the day:

"It's bitter her."

-Babae sa LRT

Kung ittranslate natin yan sa Tagalog, "Mas mabuti pa dito." Yan, siguro maiintindihan niyo na yung sinabi nung ale.

Say What?

2007-06-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

Yey! Made my very first layout, wanna thank eerie-silence. :)

Updates updates!
Katatapos lang ng Starweek and ng FSN(Frosh Solidarity Night). Gustuhin ko sanan pumunta pero huwag na lang kasi gabi na siya e, and kung sinu-sinong bands lang naman ang makikita ko e. Haha!

Sige, bukas ko na lang itutuloy yung updates ko kasi inaantok na ako e. ^_^ ciao!

Talking About Haggardness

2007-06-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

Is there such a word as "haggardness"? Anyway, this month is not so good.

Madalas na akong nakakalimot, lalo na sa mga importanteng bagay na hindi dapat kalimutan. Last Saturday, it's our 6th monthsary, but HOLY CRAP, nalimutan ko siya. Kaya pala niyayaya niya akong lumabas nung Saturday, pero hindi ako sumama kasi masama pakiramdam ko and wala akong pamasahe nun. Pero i really feel guilty kasi 2 consecutive times ko na siyang nalilimutan. Hindi ko rin siya nagreet nung May, and isa pa, hindi rin ako sumama kasi alam kong bibilhan ako ng chucks nung araw na yun e. Tsk Tsk..

STARWEEK has started, hanggang Friday na yun. STARWEEK means Student Activities Recruitment Week. Boring ang Starweek ngayon unlike last year, mas masaya. Wala lang, i find it corny, hindi lang corny, kundi super corny pa. boo!

Nabadtrip pa ako kanina kasi ang labo ng prof namin sa PETRIID, kasi ginanap yung starweek sa open court, e dun din yung PETRIID namin so, hinalughog namin yung buong CSB, as in lahat ng possible rooms for PETRIID, tapos yun pala, sa 2nd floor lang pala kami. BOO!

So ayun, sa kabadtripan ko, nagpasama na lang ako kay cha para matanggal ang pagkabadtrip ko..

This one really made my day.

"Where's the mama who makes para-para the cars."

-cha

Updates

2007-05-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

May 28, 2007

My sophomore life has started yesterday. Grabe sa SDA halos lahat ng classes ko. Ok naman yung building pero kamusta naman diba? Ang init, tapos may dala pa akong jacket, akala ko kasi malamig na dun pero fuck ang init talaga!!!! Si cha kasi e, sabi dala daw kami ng jacket, kaya ayun, pareho kaming minamantika kahapon... haha!

E di yun nga, nameet ko na mga profs ko, and y-e-s-s-s-s-s! hindi ko prof si dusaban(yung past ORALCOM prof ko) woot! yun lang naman yung pinakahihiling ko this term e... haha! Hindi na ako nakapagcamwhoring kasi sabog ako kahapon, kaya bukas na lang, kasi haba break ko e.
I'll share some pics na rin here tomorrow.

Nagtour kami nila Donna, Bim and Ina sa SDA building, pinuntahan namin yung caf, and kung anu-ano pa. And ito ng yung mga nadiscover ko.

- May cinema
- 14-storey building
- MAINIT
- Echo-ey ang mga rooms
- May mga glass wall rooms na akala mo e nasa aquarium ka kapag nagcclass
- 5 elevators(3 of them are functional)
- Walang escalator dun(sino ba nagkalat ng balitang to?)
- Bawal pa yung mga taga-AKIC
- Hindi pa siya tapos
- Ang ganda ng President's Lounge(and I dont even know who's the president) haha!
- Nakakaligaw dun
- Laging traffic sa elevators
- may parking space na

May 29, 2007

Panget itong araw na to, late na nga ako, wala pa akong break. Imagine, my first class starts at 940am tapos straight na yung classes ko hanggang 550pm. Kamusta naman yun? Tapos kanina nung pauwi na ako, magpapasundo sana ako kay daddy pero nasa Nueva Ecija yata siya, e hindi naman ako pwedeng sunduin nila mommy kasi sira yung kotse. So ibig sabihin nun, commute ako. Sakto pagbaba ko kanina sa LRT, biglang buhos naman ng ulan. WAAAAAH! basang-basa na ako, tapos yung jeep na nasakyan ko, may nakasakay na ale na may dalang baby, yung baby naman iyak ng iyak! kakainis!!!

Kanina, something unusual happened.
Pinahintay ako ni daddy sa SM kasi magggrocery kami, tapos nung kausap ko siya sa cellphone.

Me: O! Bakit ang bilis mo? Di ba nasa Nueva Ecija ka pa?

Daddy: Kailangan kong bilisan, nag-hahantay ang bunso ko e.........Mahal ko bunso ko e.

Me: Wooooshoooo! haha!

So shocked naman ako kasi hindi naman ako sinasabihan ng tatay ko ng ganyan diba?

Nasasabik Sa Unang Araw ng Eskwela

2007-05-26T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yessss! Pasukan na sa Monday, pero hindi pa ako enrolled. Haha! Excited ako kasi namimiss ko na yung exotics at chaka gusto ko nang makapasok sa SDA Bldg. Maganda daw kasi talaga dun.

At gusto ko nang magbagong buhay. Kaya heto, gumawa ako ng resolution ko. Sana matupad ko lahat ito. Kasi matagal ko na 'tong balak pero hindi natutupad, ang tigas kasi ng ulo ko e.

Sana lang talaga matupad ko lahat 'toh.

Anyhoo, update lang about sa birthday ni horshey. Yun nga, simple birthday lang, tapos her party was held in Ortigas, sa Dads, Saisaki and sa Kamay Kainan yata yung name..
Sobrang bloated nga kami kanina. Dapat pala hindi ako kumain ng breakfast para nasulit ko. Haha!

After nun, sa house na ako ni Riel nagpasundo, so habang naghahantay ako ng sundo, nagkwentuhan lang kami tapos yun, may cinonfess(lalim ah!) siya sa akin. Yun! Hindi ko na sasabihin dito kasi secret lang namin yun.

Tapos yun, 1230am na ako nakauwi.

bummed

2007-05-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

Due to public demands, i made my fonts bigger, because they are having hard time reading my entry.

Another day, another moment of nothing.

I've stucked here in the house for days. I have nothing to do but to sit and surf the net.

I'm so bored.

I can't go to the mall because I don't have money.
What's a pretty girl to do?

Nothing special happened to me this summer. Oh, except for the election thingy.

I didn't get the chance to see my HS friends.

I didn't get the chance to watch Spiderman3 and Shrek the third. Oh boy! I missed half of my life. No kidding!

I hate this summer. Really.

About changing layout

2007-05-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

I hate JASC Animation. I wanted to put falling hearts in my image but, when I make those, nag-iiba yung quality ng image, nagiging panget. Kaya hindi na lang ako gumawa ng GIF image.

IT'S PAYBACK TIME!

2007-05-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

New image again, a product of boredom.

I We just watched Imbestigador kanina, because of what happened in Mindoro. Haha! Yeah, nahuli ng GMA7 yung kalaban ng mama ko sa pulitika. Patay kayo ngayon! hahaha!

All of us here are really really excited. Too bad my 'rents are not here, they attended a birthday party kasi e.

And to make things more exciting, there were mangyans who told the GMA7 na KINUKULONG SILA just to make sure that they can sure of their votes, and they also told us that they were paid 500 bucks each. Haha!

I really wish that Abe(kalaban ng mom ko) and his company would suffer to all the demonic things that they've done.

patungo sa kawalan

2007-05-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

nakita mo na? ito ang produkto ng aking kabangagan.
kung anu-ano na lang ang aking nagagawa.

Nga pala, bukas, aalis na kami papuntang mindoro. Hay nako! paano na yan? wala na naman akong magagawa dun. Hindi na ako pwede masyadong maglakwacha dahil baka kung ano pa ang mangyari sa akin dun. haha!

sige, tinatamad din ako magsulat dito e.
paalam!

bagong pangalan

2007-05-02T02:30:00.000+08:00

iniba ko na ang pangalan ng blog ko.
hindi na siya xoxmajackoxox.blogspot.com
ito ay pinalitan ko na ng gelatin-sabaw.blogspot.com

ibang pangalan, pero pareho pa rin ang laman. (?)

NARARAMDAMAN:

lagpas sa linya

2007-05-01T03:33:00.000+08:00

Iba talaga kapag kapatid mo na ang nilalait e. Ayaw ko nang sabihin pa ang pangalan dahil naiinis lang ako. Bibigyan na lang kita ng ideya kung sino ang aking tinutukoy, ahm, nakatira siya dito sa bahay. Ayan baka alam mo na kung sino siya.

Ayun nga, naiinis ako kasi wala siyang karapatang laitin ang kuya ko! Sabihan daw bang PG(o maari rin nating tawaging PATAY GUTOM) ang kapatid ko. Ano ang basehan niya para tawagin ang kuya ko ng ganun? Oo! Mahirap lang ang kuya ko, pero dahil yun sa problema niya ngayon sa pamilya niya. Kahit anong mangyari, WALA TALAGA SIYANG KARAPATANG LAITIN ANG KUYA KO DAHIL HINDI SIYA ANG BUMUBUHAY SA KAPATID KO, AT ISA PA, HINDI NAMAN SIYA INAANO NG KUYA KO. Porke't ba siya ang nag-aalaga sa pamangkin ko,(na alam ko ay labag sa loob niya yun), e lalaitin na lang niya ng basta basta ang kuya ko? Huwag niyang sabihin na may pera siya, dahil baka imudmud ko lang sa kanya itong tsinelas na suot ko!

Hindi na ako nagreact sa kanya nang sinabi niya yun dahil magkakagulo lang, pero kapag sinabi niya ulit yun, baka sagutin ko na siya!

panibagong mukha

2007-04-29T03:25:00.001+08:00

oo, bago na naman ang ley-awt ko.
ito ang produkto ng bakasyon
ito ang epekto ng bakasyon sa akin

at kung makikita mo, alas-tres na ng umaga pero ako'y dilat pa.
oo, matutulog na ako.
sige, magandang gabi sa inyong lahat.

pagpasensyahan niyo na lang muna yung larawan sa itaas, hindi pa siya masyadong ayos, ginagawan ko pa ng paraan kung paano matatanggal yung mga puting linya. :)

my visual DNA

2007-04-25T00:09:00.000+08:00

got this from maia.
i tried it out of curiosity.

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

1. Easy Rider- Always taking life how it comes and living in the moment. They don't get fazed by life.....they just breeze through.

2. Thriller- They can make the best of any situation-- always lot of fun to be around. They love to laugh and have a bit of a naughty side.

3. Junkie Monkey- They don't have rules, and they don't like restrictions. They make their choices, and do as they please. For them, pleasure always comes first.

4. Love Bug- They are the type to fall in love a thousand times a day. Their feeling snowball quickly, and they are full of passion.

**parang ako nga ito**

Wild Paradise

2007-04-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

I'm off to Mindoro.
waah! I don't wanna go sana pero kailangan e.

Now, I'm still thinking on what source of entertainment should I bring.
Well, I guess I can only bring my cellphone with me.
huhuhu.. poor me....

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